I have no idea what it is. Maybe it's the fact that I have to come with 2800 by January 13. Or maybe the fact that the love of my life is married to a bitch from hell who is slowly breaking his spirit. Or perhaps it's all the crappy fast food I have been eating. Maybe it's the binge drinking...Or it might be the fact that I am all alone for the holidays. Or it could be the cold weather. I am seriously considering...giving up...my life really sucks right now. I FUCKING CAN"T GET HAPPY!